Well i guess i am honestly affected.... Haiz why did things end up like that??

Jessi, i know u were pissed with me. Well but u started the topic. I got irritated cause i tottally didnt agree with you. We both strong headed and expect one another to agree with eachs point which is never gg to happen regarding this topicc. We have different views on itt. We have different experience. We were bought up feeling different thus of course we arent gg to agree with each other thats the reason why i dont normally bring up this topic. So imagine how i felt when u brought it up. thus to prove my point i agrueed back. Before opening my mouth, i knew things were gg to be nasty but u were gg abit too far thus i told my views. i definately hurt you cause u hurt me as well. Well.....

I am not unhappy with the fact that u told goli. yah u shld. But why didnt u tell me. I was hurt then and then after awhile forgit simply abt everything, Why did u keep it to yourself?!?! i feel wad u didn was wrong. Meaninbg if todayy goli didnt tell me, i wld have been in the darkk then? why? and wad i am most worried abt it that u bust out infront of ur family. Haiz. i already feel ur mum dosent likee me(dont ask why though). now that u tell her wad i feel abt her sister all that, isnt she gg to have a grudge against me now. i am just worried abt this yah. my relationship with ur mother can affect my relationship with you two. thats what i am honestly the most most afraid of.

At least u had goli to tell too. Imagine who i had the whole weekend to tell to?!?! (jindo i so need you then): ) nvm i so wanted to tell mummy or cry to papa or just SOMEONE but i knew if i told them, esp mummy, she might not agree with u two and then.... worse right.

Haiz. I dunno why but i feel really affectedd. ):

Abt the shopping, i understand not having your own money to buy what u want buttt i dont really shopp so much and..... aarrgghhhh jessi why were u jealous. Why do i feel, you two dont treat me the way i treat u. Why dont u all tell me stuff then. Why do i have to guess and then find out my guesses are right.

I am jus feeling so confusedd now!!!

Well what ever happen, i pray dosent happen again. We shld jus not interfere in all this adult stuff true true but at times, i will need to listen to mummy cause she LITERALLY has nobody to tell all this too except me but no worries i wont tell u all cause i dont wanna wad happened to occur again. (Jindo/Kesh get ready to hear my sadd stories =p )

During the weekend, no message nth. Jessi i knew u were pissed but i wld have been really happy if u told me all urself. Then mayb i wont be feeling what i felt now. the whole weekend i waitted for u to tell me wads bugging u but.... Dont i treat u both really well and tell u two and jindo/kesh all my thoughts and everythingg?!

Pls next time just tell me straighttt.... pls plss?!

Jindo thanks for all the support. i lovee u lodss... Tum bin ta hum ko kia hota((:

And yah it detoxing day tml(:

Shld i/ shld i not?!?!

Haiz):

Not exactly a very happy day. i feel weird within till now..

Oh yah hope to see my cutee-sweet babu kicking that STUPID hockeyy stickk around tml!((:

Jindo Jindo Jindo Jindo Jindo Jindoooooo!! (dun ask why, i jus feel like writting ur UGLY name)

Jesi/goli, i am not pissed. but i feel....... try putting urself in my shoes and see how i felt):

Goli remember i will help u gain that confidence in wadever way i can but only YOU can really make a difference. U are no different from anybody else. U are equally gd and BETTER then everyone... Cheers(:

Probability... Nah not a nice toppic to study):

Yay Acc i got 37/50 (see jindo i passed!!) HAHAS